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7 Series 

Welcome to the dark side of my bizarre mind..

  I created this painting to illustrate the matrix we are in and how the 7 deadly sins are constantly being pushed into society and how these sins are slowly destroying us as a whole. The billboards are the sin being pushed and the people are their stories are the example to show how the sin is being used against us and what they're lacking that is leading them to death. But their is a solution to all of this continue reading to break out.

7 -Pre Statement

We’ve been trapped inside of this amusement park ride. I’ve created this apocalypse to hopefully wake you up or give you an idea of what is actually going on right under our noses.

 

I know a few of you aren’t going to understand or call BS on the entire piece itself. Take it or leave it. But if you get it, you get it, you see it, and you feel it. This is art, it’s not supposed to always make you feel comfortable all the time. And I just wrote all of this down on a few scraps of paper and gave it life. I just hope you are awake enough to under the messages i’ve encrypted.

 

I wouldn’t consider myself religious. I believe religion is incomplete & broken. I just (do my best) to follow the good book. It has been the only thing that has given me hope in this worldy world. With the knowledge i have obtained. I have picked up on a few things either i’ve fallen into or i’ve been watching others fall into... The 7 deadly sins. Which are being shoved in our faces, leading us to let our flesh wonder which leads us to death.

 

This painting will make you think. We have a few problems but I believe there is a solution.

 

These are all true stories with a with a few combinations, tweaks, and remixes to conceal the identities of others. Some of the stories are some of my own personal experiences. I’m doing my best to show you the truth. But I’m not an innovator, I’m just an illustrator. So try to have an open mind while you’re on this roller coaster ride.

 

Each character is color coded to match the sin they’re living in (color table is posted at the top) The music is curated to their story. I recommend you listening to the whole song to really feel what i’m getting at. Their names are given to them for a particular reason as well. I hope you don’t get too lost in my metropolis.

 

⚠️Trigger warning: All around trigger warning. Everything from profanity, addiction, D-piddy (type stuff), murder, suicide, you it name, will be discussed throughout this series. Read at your own risk.

 

Here’s my matrix.

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P1 : SLOW BURN | Peter ~ Gluttony | Pain is inevitable - @danielcaesar

⚙️Our healthcare system ran by institutional investors/ultra wealthy backers. 👉🏻 You eat the food they create 👉🏻 you get sick 👉🏻 you need the healthcare they operate 👉🏻 You have to work harder at companies they (most likely) own, to pay your medical bills. It’s a sick cycle.

 

📇Peter was THE guy in high-school, he played football, he got all the girls, and everyone loved him. He never had to try for anything in his life. This was until his high-school career was over… reality hit. He soon realized, Life wasn’t handed to him and people didn’t actually care about him like he thought. The only person who truly cared about him was the one girl he’s been leading and playing on all of high school, Rebecca. Peter never truly loved Rebecca, he just liked the way she made him feel. With Rebecca being the last one left. He did end up popping the question. He was never happy with her so, this is where he started eating to fill all of his voids. Rebecca worked 10+ years of her life trying to win Peter’s Love. She was the dream wife, and a very good wife to Peter. While he gave her absolutely 0 effort, and treated her very poorly. While Rebecca was out grocery shopping for Peter for the second time that week, A man showed her one small act of kindness, something that she hasn’t felt in so many years. That one act of kindness woke her up to what she was tending to. So, She up and left him without a word.

 

Now here’s Peter, in his high-school station wagon, disgusting, with type two diabetes, and filling his loneliness with whatever poisonous trash the industry is feeding us. All of this because he never learned how to give kindness or goodness to his wife or himself. He lives in misery with food being the only thing that brings him joy. Eating himself to death.

 

👩🏼‍🎨Pain is inevitable but Misery is a choice.

🍇Find the GOODNESS in your life.

 

👩🏼‍🎨One act of kindness can completely change someone’s life.

-------> Have KINDNESS

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P2 | KEEP US FIGHTING |
Hagar and James ~ Wrath | Ring of fire - Johnny Cash

⚙️ Politics are in place to keep us distracted, divided, and fighting each other. Believe whatever side you want to. They see us as one. We will never have a true say on what goes on. We aren’t run by politicians, we are run by money. All of our problems are based around the fact that all human values have been reduced to monetary terms. There’s no valuation of quality of life, community, or love. It’s all in place to keep us poor and stuck. They are literally funding a genocide with our money. Not using it to fix our own country.

📇James recently became a single dad. Impregnating who was supposed to be one night. With a child on the way he tried to keep them all together for the sake of the kid. Come to find out the hookup had mental and drug issues. She slowly began to snowball downhill putting the unborn child at risk and becoming abusive to James to the point that CPS became involved. Leaving him a single dad. While he’s trying to heal from the abuse and becoming the best dad he can, he loves to stay up late listening to politics. This was when he could take his mind off things but It only left him wrathful with the absurdity of politics.

📇Hagar is an older lady who is stuck in her ways. She proclaims to be christian but the way she treats others makes her claims completely untrue. She just hosted her husband’s ash ceremony just for others to feel bad for her. She never truly loved her husband, she just liked what he could do for her. Now that he is gone, she is a cranky old lady and makes others feel the wrath of that. Especially others who have a different political view than her.

👩🏼‍🎨 The one thing everyone has in common is sin. Who knows if we can even agree on that. Being involved with Politics is just asking for a bad mood. I used to be super involved in politics until I saw Sexyy Red and Megan twerking for politics. It’s hard to respect that, yet sadly we all have to listen to Uncle Sam.

-----> Find PEACE, not a reason to disagree

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P3 | NEW NORMAL | The Freeman’s ~ Lust | Excelsior - @macmiller 

⚙️These influencers are called industry plants. They’re paid large amounts of money to influence us in forgetting our morals, values, and ourselves as a whole. Creating a new normal for the youth and destroying the current society through lust. Influencing unfaithfulness, disrespect, and hate. Directly targeting the youth. The average age for p*rn exposure to a male child is 8 years old.. Not even pubescent yet. The industry & the internet are to blame.

 

📇Leah (wife) is smacking Ezra  (husband) for lustfully looking at the billboard. She’s dealt with a lot of unfaithfulness in their relationship. So her insecurity tends to get the best of her. With her being so worried about her husband being unfaithful, she hasn’t even noticed the dumpster fire her kids are or are about to be experiencing. Who Ezra is lustfully looking at is the new age music artist “Sexy Blue” who has created a new normal for being disrespectful to herself, men, and everyone who crosses her. She has a big influence on the kids in today’s society. Like father like son, Ira is also lustfully looking at Sexy Blue. What the Freeman parents don’t know is the disturbing amount of pornographic videos Ezra has on his phone. These sickly morbidly graphic, and extremely violent materials are destructive to Ezras’ 10 year old brain. The other kids in the back aren’t far from it either. Thankfully the family can’t afford another iPad so the kids aren’t getting alone time with the tablet and their curious minds. The only reason they own a tablet is so their mother will be left alone to sulk and not be bothered by her children. Driving a wedge through everyone in the family. 

 

👩🏼‍🎨 Protect not only your kids eyes and ears, but your own. Everything we look at, eat, hear, and think about truly matters.

👩🏼‍🎨 Kids are curious and with EVERYTHING being able to be found in just a few clicks, their options are limitless. It’s teaching boys lust & girls to have or lower their morals

👩🏼‍🎨 Remove screens

-------> Find PEACE, SELF-CONTROL & FAITHFULNESS

P4 | CONTROLLED | Randallas ~ Sloth | Tronoto 2014 - @danielcaesar

⚙️The start of dependency

 

📇Randallas is probably the kindest person on the road; he finds the light in everyone, and truly lives in his fruits! At a young age, he had obtained the luxury of paying people to drive him wherever he needs to go - So he just never ended up getting his drivers license. Why deal with a car payment when uber is cheaper anyways?

 

🤖”Right now we are celebrating AI, letting it write, create, and even think for us. But the scary thing is the more it does for us the less we do. The moment AI started thinking for us it stopped being our civilization and started being theirs. Evolution morpheus evolution, it’s not about the machines becoming smarter, it’s about us giving up control. By doing so, we are letting the systems we created define what evolution even means for our society. We went from shaping the world to being shaped by it. So where are we heading? - To a society where algorithms make all the big decisions? Where we are plugged into screens 24/7, living in curated realities. We were warned about this, but we didn’t even see it because we were busy marveling at how convenient everything has become. The matrix didn’t just predict the future, it showed us the path we are already progressing on. The question is do we keep walking it or do we finally wake up?” - AI Generated

👩🏼‍🎨i lowkey think AI could be the anti christ

---> Have SELF-control!

---> Find the JOY in the world that’s literally made for us.

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P5 | TAKE YOUR MASK OFF | Jonah ~ Lust | Take Your Mask Off ~ @feliciathegoat

⚙️Lust destroys. It ruins yourself, relationships, friendships, and even lives. It’s artificial LOVE, jumping into the most intimate part of a person before taking the time to truly get to know someone and their heart. Love takes time, and you’re worth all the time in the world.

 

📇Jonah was a sweet and happy child. Tragically, he got around the wrong adults as a child and became a victim of smexual abuse. He never learned how to cope, or even open up about his traumas to others, so he internalized everything. What he does to numb his pain is self-soothe, the only thing he’s learned to do to numb the pain. With his addiction to graphic p*rnographic videos, he’s a complete slave to his impulses; Seeing others as objects - as something to fill his late night dark fantasies. The hurt he carries is projected onto women. Hurting every female he has ever come into contact with. Mainly getting his validation from the naïve and confused. Him being so deeply indulged in lust for so long, he dosent even get pleasure from women anymore. But the women are getting smarter and aren’t dealing with broken men, leaving Jonah lonely. With the unwillingness to notice the part he plays in his own destruction or making any efforts to heal those traumas, he continues to stare at his own wounds and drowns his sorrows in the bottle and p*rnography.

👩🏼‍🎨 I would’nt ever want to imagine the darkness of what Jonah is going through. In society men are taught to “be a man” to the point where they’re conditioned to say nothing and internalize every creeping thought - Thats pretty heart breaking. It takes a lot of courage to speak up and ask for help; Definitely one of the bravest things you can do. I pray the ones who struggle with this do open up and get help. On the same token,

👩🏼‍🎨everyone is in charge of their own healing. You hurt others when you’re hurting or even when you hold your true self back. - Find you, heal you, be you.

----> LOVE (its a verb)

----> Find PEACE

----> Gain SELF-CONTROL

----> Have PATIENCE

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P6 | JUST A GIRL | Cricket | Saint Nobody ~ @jessiereyez

👩🏼‍🎨(The Paintings POV) Just a girl in her twenties doing her best to live in her fruits. She doesn’t work a 9-5, she works an 8-fate. She daydreams of frolicking through flower fields enjoying all things beautiful, letting the wind guide her to her next adventure. She gets joy out of talking to the bugs, rocks, leaves, and trees. They bring her JOY in her lonely moments. She feels extremely disconnected from most; Feeling like she’s surrounded by manakins most of the time. She gets tired of talking to everyone about the weather and the “what’s next?” conversation. While everyone around her is stuck in this repetitive cycle. She has trouble calculating all 60 other thoughts that are simultaneously going at the same time. On about how shes going figure out & categorize her own thoughts, feelings, ideas, experiences, dreams, and herself all at the same time. Luckly, you did catch Cricket in the perfect 5 seconds of her not falling short, sometimes she feels as if somethings always on her tail, as if she has a devil magnet following her around. All this typically leaves her burnt out and overwhelmed by almost any and everything. But she does her best to keep LOVE & Hope in her presence. She is just a passenger in her own life but she’s betting it all on the Glory.

👑: Ephesians 6: 10-18👩🏼‍🎨Cricket represents the loneliness of trying to live by the good book and to remain fruitful even if the world or even her most enter thoughts are going against her. She’s learning to be gentle with herself.

 

----> And to be still.

P7 | CLONE CULTURE | The Legion Sisters ~ Pride & Envy | The Love Club - @lorde

⚙️ Social media has warped how we see ourselves. The system provides idols with artificial beauty and uses them as examples of what it means or looks like to be perfect. We’re conditioned to believe in manufactured beauty standards, constantly comparing ourselves to others. Platforms rank us by numbers, and we tie our self-worth to likes and followers—leaving us in a cycle of never feeling enough.

 

Clout chasing has become a disease. People confuse online attention with love, only posting perfect angles, staged happiness, and success just to prove their value. This creates pride when likes are high and envy when they drop. But none of it is real. And none of this should have any reality.

 

We’re human—we’re not meant to be perfect. Social media should be a tool for truth, not comparison. Uniqueness is dying because people would rather fit in than stand out.

 

📇 The Legion Sisters had it all growing up—until their father left and started a new family, leaving them broke. Despite the loss, they stayed in their fruits and shared their story online, inspiring many. But soon, they became addicted to validation. They constantly compared themselves to others—feeling not pretty, skinny, rich, or perfect enough.

 

Their insecurities turned into envy. They began copying others—style, surgeries, even personalities—just to be liked. But the internet noticed the shift. Their audience saw the jealousy, the fakeness, and the pride. Then came the scamming of money from friend and followers. The lies. And finally, the downfall.

 

👩🏼‍🎨 HOT TAKE: “Insta baddies” are the gateway to transhumanism. You’re altering your real body to match your imagined digital one—an avatar of who you want to be online.

 

✨ Be real. Be rare. Someone out there needs you, not your avatar.

----> Create love within yourself, and share it.

----> Be gentle with yourself.

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P8 | WHAT IS LUXURY?! | Ruth ~ Gluttony | Real @kendricklamar

⚙️ The overconsumption problem. You wonder why so many of us are depressed? It’s because all we do is consume… BUY BUY BUY! Fast fashion. Name brands. Going into debt trying to keep up with the Jones’s. For what? The feeling of luxury? A new watch? New shoes? Looking rich? It may feel good for a second, but it won’t fill your void. Most of it ends up in a landfill anyway. Look within.

 

📇 Ruth grew up with rich parents who owned restaurants. They showed love by buying her things. She didn’t have friends growing up, so she worked instead. She always had money—but never learned how to love. When she did find people, she bought their friendship instead of forming real connections. It was always “I got you this, so now you owe me.” That manipulation only kept people around for so long. Eventually, she realized she was being used. That led to isolation—and a gluttony for luxury. She thought buying things would prove her worth. She idolized wealthy people online and believed if she owned luxury items, she’d finally be loved. But each purchase only gave her a quick high. The designer she pretends to afford can’t cover her insecurities. She couldn’t control her urge to consume, and it left her drowning in debt.

 

👩🏼‍🎨: Did you know lightbulbs were originally made to last forever? Think about that. Now everything’s made to break—to end up as trash. Why keep chasing more trash? These “luxuries” are just another trap to keep us spending.

(Buy art tho, that’s a reasonable investment ;)

And the ADS ._. bruh. I can’t do anything without a dumb little ad in my face. That’s what inspired this painting.

----> Find PEACE with what you have

----> SELF-CONTROL

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P9 | MODERN LOVE | Delilah & Levi ~ Lust & Greed | Objects in the Mirror - @macmiller

⚙️A lot of us are scared of LOVE. People have been hurt by something in their life or holding on to past traumas they haven’t resolved. LOVE becomes scary because it is so foreign to them. People hide behind these walls because it feels like they’re losing themselves. They’re not losing themselves, their true self is coming out. It’s the self that’s been hiding behind those walls you put up to “protect” yourself.

 

📇Delilah was a beautiful woman who grew up in a lower-class household and she was the oldest of 5. Her parents weren’t around so they couldn’t care for her or her siblings correctly, leaving Delilah to care for her siblings. Because of this, she began missing out on the critical learning and emotional care a child needs from their parents. She was conditioned to overextend herself for her siblings. This over extension leaked into her other relationships - the extension being to give more than she got. Searching for true union, she would easily fall in LOVE and give it up to men too soon. Buy giving up her power, this brought her an immense amount of trauma from men treating her poorly. Leaving her scared to love the ones who were actually good for her.

 

📇Levi grew up as an only child in a middle-class home with a loving mother & father. His parents worked hard so they made him work hard for everything he wanted. With him being an only child, he never learned having to share. With him always working, the only thing he has to his name is all of his achievements. Thats all people ever saw him for, and that respect only goes so far. This is where his greed problem came into play. Tired of everyone using him, he has a tight hold on his money. Making it his God. He cared more about his money than others. So he thought he knew the ends and outs of women like Delilah. When(, in reality,) he’s really missing out on someone who’d truly LOVE him. And that’s all he ever wanted was LOVE but the money blinded him. There was never a second date.

 

👩🏼‍🎨They could’ve had something real, but you’ll miss it staring at your wounds.

----> just LOVE (it’s a verb)

----> Have PATIENCE

P10 | WE AREN’T FIGHTING FLESH | Enemy ~ Wrath but Pride in his eyes Pride - Kendrick Lamar

The enemy here to KILL, (your dreams, sanity, and spirit) STEAL, (your hope, joy, and love) and DESTORY ( your self worth, self-esteem, and your life) that’s his only job. To Kill, Steal, and Destroy anything that is good.

👑If HE is all things good. (James 1:17) That means the enemy is all things bad. We aren’t fighting against flesh we are fighting against spirit. He is the “prince of the power of the air”.

So any bad thought we think about ourselves, others, worry, anxiety, or fear we are subject to is not from God. It’s the enemy.

 

LOVE is seen as vulnerable and open, but it can lead to pain or sacrifice. (“get you killed”)

 

Pride is a deep sense of pleasure or satisfaction derived from someone’s own achievements which is ultimately corrosive. (“will be the death of you”)

Pride stems in all the 7 deadly sins.

 

Kendrick paints the picture between internal conflicts — between compassion & ego, humility & conceit.

 

👩🏼‍🏫: To repent in hebrew is “teshuvah” which translates into “return”. To return to him, to change the way you think, to renew your mind! Turn away from all things bad. Once you step into all things good - just Watch what he will do for you.

 

👩🏼‍🏫 Psychology research proved that gratitude and anxiety are in the same parts in the brain. It’s impossible to do both at the same. But HE already told us that first in Philippians 4:6

👩🏼‍🎨 I’ve never questioned myself or my gifts more in my life than while creating this painting. And i’ve gone dead broke for art plenty of times and still never questioned my

----> GROW YOUR FRUIT TO DECIDER BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL

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P11 | WHAT A SHAME

Cain & Dinah ~ Sloth & Pride | The Cave - Mumford & Sons

⚙️ With all the lust and pride being pushed today, men and women are more divided than ever. Podcast bros preach that men are better without women. Toxic femininity tells women to give up on love and respect themselves by disrespecting themselves. Promiscuity is seen as power, but it’s destroying moral values. This is for both genders. One doesn’t know how to lead, the other doesn’t know how to be led. This separation, this conflict, it’s not working. We were made for each other. Why are we tearing that apart?

 

📇 Dinah felt more at peace in the storm. She liked the challenge, even if it meant working for love. Her father didn’t know how to love her, so she spent her life chasing approval. That followed her into every relationship.

 

👩🏼‍🏫 Cain claimed to be a godly man. Said all the right things. Love-bombed. Future-talked. Provided. It worked until the cards ran out. Then came the projections. Everything he hated about himself, he dumped on her. He never really saw her. He only mirrored her and of course, people fall in love with their reflection. It wasn’t about love. It was about control.

 

She knew all of this but yet, She stayed. Fell into sloth. His narcissism was like a narcotics. He’d say, “I bet you’d start an OF if I wasn’t with you… what a shame.” Knowing she was on her spiritual journey. The shame didn’t change her, but it eroded at her. Still, she kept her face in the Word to hold on to her sanity.

 

She was unveiled in this storm.

And she still prays for his.

 

👩🏼‍🎨 The devil will always be where the money is

----> We need more compassion. More love.

----> Find peace. Stop tearing each other down.

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P12 | KEEPING US DEPENDENT | Joseph ~ Sloth |Mrs. Deborah Downer @macmiller

⚙️ Paying the system (🏥) to work harder or to make it easier to work for the system (📈)… which is keeping us dependent.Some of us need pills just to wake up in the morning and go to work.Everything we put into our bodies affects us, whether we see it or not.All the chemicals we’re ingesting on a daily basis…and The way they’re passing these drugs out like it’s candy is crazy to me.No psychiatrist needed here, take these pills.A lot of these medications keep us stuck.The side effects alone would have you questioning if it’s even worth the “help”

 

📇 Joseph is just your average guy who works a 9-5 at a corporate job he absolutely hates.Doing the same thing every day has left him deeply depressed.He’s been on Lexapro and Adderall for the majority of his life just to make it through each day of work. Joseph would quit his job, but the pay is too good to leave.He’s been trying to save for a house, but he and his wife’s IVF treatments have taken a major toll on their finances. With the rising costs, not having enough money, and not being able to procreate with his wife, he feels his manhood is compromised. The side effects of Lexapro and Adderall combined leave him with insomnia, anxiety, and restlessness.Recently, he found that the occasional opioid, mixed with a few glasses of wine before bed, helps numb him for a few moments and puts him to sleep quicker.He claims it also helps with the back pain he’s developed from sitting at a desk for years.If only he knew his dependency on these medications is the main culprit behind his inability to be intimate with his wife.

 

👩🏼‍🎨 This doesn’t only apply to pills. It’s also the self-medication. As in going to the bar, drinking every weekend.It’s all keeping you stuck and dependent.

 

----> Gain self-control.

P13 | EVIL FOODS | Mr. Lavi ~ Wrath | Coal - Tyler Childress

⚙️Cultured meats, recently approved in the U.S., are marketed as the future of food. Advocates say it tastes like real meat, is safer, and better for the planet. They claim it’s identical at the cellular level, just grown in tanks not on farms. But this is a polished illusion. Cultured meat is full of antibiotics and undisclosed additives. It’s a heavily funded industry crafted to benefit the elite. With billions invested, the story will always sound convincing. But all we know is that it tastes good. Like so many artificial foods of the past century, it may cause more malnutrition, illness, and disconnect from real nourishment.

 

⚙️This change is a dream for big corporations. Animals need land, feed, and care. Lab meat doesn’t. They can print a chicken breast on demand—fast, cheap, and easy. Giants like Tyson and Cargill are already investing. It doesn’t matter if it’s stripped of nutrients or toxic. If it makes money, it’s enough. Just like they once pushed seed oils, dyes, junk snacks, and fake food pyramids—they know people will eat what they’re told.

 

📇Mr. Lavi, a lifelong livestock farmer from Arkansas, grew up the son of coal miners. He lived a quiet life with his wife, his partner for over 30 years, until she took her own life. It broke him. Her death awakened his PTSD from World War II. Within a year, he remarried. He wasn’t used to being alone. The town whispered. Some suspected foul play. But what truly haunted him was watching the industry collapse. Lab meat devoured his purpose.

 

Now farmers are isolated. Their bond is gone. Mr. Lavi’s wrath is not just his own—it’s the sorrow of every forgotten hand that once fed the nation.

👩🏼‍🎨 Don’t fall for this propaganda

----> Have PATIENCE

---->  Find GOODNESS in your life

----> Be GENTLE with yourself

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14.1 | SAVE THE KIDS | The Stars // Luxury brands ~ Lust | Closed on Sunday - Ye

👩🏼‍🏫Child exploitation is huge problem the USA. This stems from addictions of ‘c’ornographic videos. On top of there being a male loneliness epidemic.. this isn’t a good combo. The Longer the addiction the more dark and gruesome the it becomes. Child exploitation isn’t just people hunting the young, it’s posting them as well. These pedos are taking the content you post of your child on social media and using AI to create violent graphic videos of your child (‘c’orn). You aren’t getting the likes and shares bc your child is that cute! It’s because you are unconsciously exploiting them. These people are in your family, your friends, in the churches, you name it - ANYWHERE & EVERYWHERE

HIDE THE KIDS

 

👩🏻‍🚀(THEORY) Our society is influenced by industry plants (P3) who are stripping children of their childhood. We also have big wealthy stars & high end companies such as P-Diddy and Balencigaga who create and sponsor these industry plants. We all know whats going on with Diddy and all the people involved… (Mark 13:25 “the STARS will fall from the sky, and the powers of heaven will be shaken”) While these big brands controversies are being swept under the rug while sponsoring these industry plants.. It makes you wonder if they’re all feeding into this child thing.. as if it’s one giant machine.

SAVE THE KIDS

 

 

⚙️S*x is our gift that should be used for goodness, this is what happens when it’s used incorrectly & exploited. Go to part 14.2..

----> SELF CONTROL

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P14.2 | TAKE A SEAT | Pedo ~ Lust | he doesn’t get a song

👩🏼‍🎨When i’m not painting I play online games with friends from all over the world. Recently, we came across a new friend we found on a random website (not even kid related) This Pedo is a 38 year old man that thought we were children so we ended up fully convincing him that we are a big happy family of 9-17 year olds. We have been in contact with this man for about 9 months now. He sits completely naked on a live stream and tells us his deepest darkest fantasies, the poems he writes about children (he goes to a university for his poem writing btw), what he named his body parts, and even when he finds new children online. We don’t feel comfortable leaving this man alone with a computer that’s why we give him the time of day. We troll him the entire time but what he doesn’t know is we have been building an extensive case on him this entire time. He has no idea who we are nor has he seen our faces. But this is where we are at in society.. this isn’t even as bad as what i hear about either. My friends have been finding these pedos online for around a decade now. Building cases on pedos and putting them in jail. Rather it be us then a real child🤷🏼‍♀️PROTECT THE KIDS

P15 | MISFIT | Dehorah ~ Gluttony |
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me - Lana Del Ray

⚙️ Oh, sweet social media.

We hold everything we want right at our fingertips,

but it always leaves us wanting more.

More beauty. More likes. More people to want us.

More validation that never truly satisfies.

In seconds, we feel all seven deadly sins.

Wrath from headlines.

Pride chasing clout.

Sloth from doom scrolling.

Lust in every swipe.

Greed in hoarding attention.

Envy of filtered perfection.

Gluttony in craving it all.

It’s beautiful.

It’s toxic.

It’s not just shaping us.

It’s consuming us.

 

📇 You’d think Dehorah has it all. Beauty. Talent. Followers. Charm. But she is one of the loneliest people you’ll ever meet.

She has only ever had herself. The “crazy girl” in school. Either Too much or too little. Never just right.

She sat alone on the playground, doodling, talking to herself. Creating was her JOY.

Then came the attention.

Suddenly, the “crazy pretty girl.”The attention became a drug. She posted her beauty everywhere, being real because that’s all she knew.

 

She inspired many, but it never filled her loneliness voids. Because the likes weren’t love. They were lust, envy, obsession. People watched to humble her, correct her, or to talk about her. Never to understand her.

 

Real LOVE knocked, but she didn’t know how to let it in. She could give LOVE, but didn’t know how to receive it. And that hurt the very ones who could’ve helped her heal. She was too busy trying her to find that hope through a screen.

 

She became the muse, the fantasy, the ideal. Everyone wanted a piece of her, but no one wanted to understand her. They didn’t see the little girl still sitting on the playground inside her. Still doodling. Still dreaming. Still hoping someone might finally sit down beside her.

 

----> Find JOY (without a screen)

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P16 | TO LIVE LIKE THIS 💅🏼 | Maacah ~ Envy | Funny the Way It Is - Dave Matthews Band

⚙️ Oh, it costs to live in this beautiful metropolis, doesn’t it? You pay taxes on the money you earn, the money you spend, the money you save, the money you invest, and even when you die with it. You work for that money driving a car that’s taxed, on roads that are taxed, fueled by gas that’s taxed. You might hit a toll, which is another tax, to help maintain those same roads your taxes already paid for. Then you get to your job, which is taxed just for operating in a building owned by a corporation that is taxed again just to do business.

 

You earn a paycheck, already taxed, while your employer pays another payroll tax just for having you on staff. Then you go home, taxed every year, paid for with money the government already took a cut from. If you manage to make more money, you are rewarded by paying an even higher percentage.

^And this is just working..

Welcome to the machine

 

📇 Maacah grew up in church, preaching the Book and playing the role. She knew the words but not the meaning. Her parents constantly compared her to others, so she learned to do the same. Always envious of people who were seen, she became whoever she needed to be to feel loved.

 

In 2020, she became a paraplegic. While being kin to royalty with a large sum of inheritance on her way. In her version of reality, she was the perfect package for any man who would care for her.

 

But it was all a lie. She just wanted to be taken care of. When confronted, she tried to overdose on Adderall all It only kept her awake for days. She wasn’t the sharpest, but she was raised in this system. And when the people the ppl she lived with got caught in fraud, her whole persona collapsed.

 

She was forced to gave it up. Got a job. Started paying taxes. Because it costs to live like this. No one of this world is coming to save you.

 

 

👩🏼‍🎨 We are all just cogs in the system. The oppression you speak will keep you where you are. No one is here to save you. You are what you believe in.

 

----> Keep FAITHFULNESS

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P17 | IT ALL COMES BACK TO LOVE | Daniel ~ greed | Final lullaby - The Weeknd

The media.. Something so many of us rely on to stay informed, but it’s often just another distraction. We’re fed a constant stream of fear, chaos, and division. The news highlights only the worst moments. The tragedies, the scandals, the bad apples and rarely shows the good that still exists in the world. It’s not balanced. It’s curated. And over time, that repetition conditions us to think the world is only broken. That people are only evil. That there’s no hope.

 

👩🏼‍🎨 But I believe there’s far more good out there. In everyday acts of kindness, quiet moments of courage, and people doing the right thing when no one’s watching. Find that.Look for the light in the darkness.Stop depending on a narrative that profits off your fear. Create your own perspective. Be present in the real world, not just the broadcasted one.

 

📇 Daniel was a bright, beautiful, and joyful soul. But someone stripped that joy from him through SA. After that, he spent his life trying to fill the void searching for the love he gave so freely to others, but couldn’t find in himself.He started with weed. Two weeks later, it was heroin. The addiction wasn’t just physical. It was emotional. He was trying to numb the pain, to feel whole, to feel loved.Then he met someone different. She showed him the difference between love and drugs. She became his new drug of choice, not because of the thrill, but bc of her kindness. She treated him like a human, not an addict. She saw his heart, not his habit. But the drugs didn’t care. And under their influence, he hurt her in ways that felt unforgivable. Still, she forgave. She never let him get too close, but she never left either. She loved him the way he needed, not the way he wanted.Never feeling nourished by people, Daniel tried to find that feeling in the world. It made him greedy, not for money, but for meaning. He robbed people, chasing some false sense of wholeness.She’d see him on the news with another theft, another arrest. He was wanted all over the county.Sometimes, he’d call days after an overdose. He told her she was his entire life review. Those seven minutes of memories your brain plays when you’re about to die.And still, he’d beg for her back. He promised change. And he tried. He really did.But the addiction was strong. And the love he searched for in the world was never returned the way he gave it.It killed him looking for it.

 

----> Find PEACE

----> Find JOY

P18 | UNPLUG
Funny Papers - Mac Miller

⚙️We are coming to the age of new technology like NeuroLink (brain computer interface tech) directly connects your brain to the digital world. And Optimus, robots that help us with our busy tasks we don’t want to do. While everyone is brainwashed by .com. TO ME, this screams potential control. At first this worried me thinking it was the beginning of the mark of the beast. Which it absolutely could be. You literally become one with the system. But the Bible is a giant metaphor we will never understand. But lemme take a stab at it.

 

📖Rev 13:16-17 “It causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to be marked on the right hand or the forehead, so that no one can buy or sell unless he has the mark...”

 

Let’s break it down: The bible uses “forehand” and “hand” as symbols. These aren’t just physical body parts.

It’s used to represent internal beliefs (Forehead) and external behavior (Hand).

 

🧠 Forehead = Thoughts, Beliefs, Allegiance, worldview, beliefs systems.

 

The forehead is where identity, worship, and internal conviction are symbolically marked in Scripture.

 

📖Deuteronomy 6:6–8 -“These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts… Tie them as symbols on your HANDS and bind them on your FOREHEADS.”

 

= Let HIS laws shape our thinking and guide our minds

 

🤚🏻= Action, Behavior, Deeds, what we do, our works, choices, lifestyle, compliance

 

📖 Ecclesiastes 9:10 -

“Whatever your HAND finds to do, do it with all your might…”

 

- it’s about action, not just intention. What people will do to participate.

 

The mark of the beast may not be just a physical implant. It could be:

- Mental allegiance to a system or false ideology (forehead).

- Physical participation in that system (hand).

 

👩🏼‍🎨When i TRULY stepped into the bible, I realized the power we all have within. And the world means nothing. GO READY YOUR BIBLE

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19 | MYSTERY BABYLON | All 7 Sins | Where is the love? ~ the Black Eyed Peas

👩🏼‍🎨I painted the city of Babel (“Babel” = “confusion” in Hebrew) where humanity tried to build a tower to the heavens to make a name for themselves. This symbolizes human pride, rebellion against God, and false unity.

Historical Babylon becomes the real manifestation of that rebellion.

Mystery Babylon (Revelation 17–18) is the final expression of that spirit in the end times… Today.

 

⚙️ Mystery Babylon isn’t just a place. It’s a system. A pattern. It’s where people trade truth for comfort, religion is used for control, wealth is worshipped above life, and empires profit off the suffering of others.

 

It’s every institution that hides behind a golden image. It’s the illusion of beauty, power, and pleasure. At the cost of people’s souls.

 

This could be manifested through western consumerism that glorify luxury, greed, and exploitation. Or global systems of control as in financial empires, political corruption, media manipulation. Or even religion hypocrisy — $-hungry churches claiming to speak for God but silencing the truth.

 

It could be America, it could be AI, but maybe it’s GLOBAL MINDSET.

 

~ the seduction of self, the worship of wealth, and the denial of truth.

 

“She has made all nations drink the wine of her fornication” That means she’s Global.

 

Mystery Babylon is anything that has so do with replacing God with man. Where image matters more than substance. Where people sell their souls to feel seen, powerful, and safe. It’s the system that looks and sounds beautiful but is doomed to burn.

 

Trauma is the lack of love. We are traumatized to a system because it lacks love.

The truth is Love. God is Love. That’s our only hope.

P20 | EYES TO THE SKY “Come to Life” - Ye

📇This man just completed his jail sentence.

He was given the death penalty for robbery, SA, and three counts of murder.

One of those victims being Cricket’s aunt.

 

Her name was Mona.

 

Mona was one of the most beautiful women you could ever meet.

Not just in appearance, but in spirit.

She was a devoted daughter, sister, and mother.

No matter what you were going through, she had this way of making things better.

Everything sounded more graceful when she said it.

She lived in her fruits, gentleness, kindness, patience, love.

 

So when her life was taken so suddenly, it didn’t make sense to Cricket.

She couldn’t make peace with it.

That grief turned into fear of the world.

And that fear slowly hardened into hate. A hate that spread quietly over time.

 

It wasn’t until years later that people began confusing her for Mona:

“I thought you were Mona.”

“You look just like her.”

 

That changed something.

What seemed small became something sacred.

It made her realize, Mona planted seeds, and now Cricket had to multiply the fruits.

 

She chose to turn that hate into love.

Even for the man who took Mona’s life.

Instead of carrying resentment, she began to pray for him.

She asked God to help him find his fruits before he met death.

 

(He’s still in prison.. pray for him.)

 

🍎 LOVE & PLANT YOUR FRUITS

 

The Bible says,“All sins are the same.”

So we don’t get to decide who’s “worse.” We’re all guilty.

But the Word also says, “Love covers a multitude of sins.” (1 Peter 4:8)

And that’s what we’re called to do. Love. Forgive. Plant. Multiply

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FIN! | SEEK HIM | Below My Feet ~ Mumford & Sons

Every character in this painting is lacking some of or all of the fruits of the spirit.. By finding and knowing Jesus Christ is the only way these fruits are produced. As the world continues to push evil, chaos, and control, we have to wake up to the beauty around us. Step into the good and watch how the world around you begins to shift. Step out of the system and into your fruits.

🍎LOVE - The foundation. Unconditional. Self-sacrificing. Forgiving.

🍋JOY - Deep gladness regardless of circumstance.

🍉PEACE - Trusting God through chaos.

🥥PATIENCE - Enduring delay or suffering with grace.

🍇KINDNESS - Compassion that acts.

🍊GOODNESS - Integrity and moral courage.

🍓FAITHFULNESS - Loyalty. Showing up even when it’s hard.

🍐GENTLENESS - Speaking truth with grace. Correcting without crushing.

🫐SELF-CONTROL - Discipline. Saying no to the flesh.

There is no law against these. Plant seeds (From God). Grow your fruits, then multiply them to others. What you put in the world returns to you.

⚙️We’ve taken instruction from man. The purity of God’s word has been divided. Christ unify us, knowing him produces fruits. You will know good from evil by these fruits. They are spiritual weapons and proof that Christ lives in you. All of them are extensions of one — love. “God is love.” If you don’t know God, you don’t know Love. These are all evidence of His power.

 

It’s not about what you give up. It’s about who you become.

It’s uncomfortable learning the ways to life bc we’ve only been taught death. Step into the light or be left for dead.

👩🏼‍🎨 I haven’t read the bible all the way through.. That’s okay! because in Genesis 1:28, we get the cheat code. The first command God gave us.

 

“Be fruitful (know Christ) , and multiply (give fruit to others), and replenish the earth, and subdue it.”

 

BE. DO. HAVE.

Be little, do little, have little.

Be great, do great, have great.

 

Seek his face

Love y’all

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