Creative Acrylic Painter
7 Stories
I created this painting to illustrate the matrix we are in and how the 7 deadly sins are constantly being pushed into society and how these sins are slowly destroying us as a whole. The billboards represent the sin being pushed and the characters and their stories are how the sins are being used against us and solution out of this system. Every character on this painting is lacking fruits (of the spirit) which is keeping them stuck in this system that is leading them to death.
7 -Pre Statement | Welcome to the dark side of my bizarre mind..
We’ve been trapped inside of this amusement park ride. I’ve created this apocalypse to hopefully wake you up or give you an idea of what is actually going on right under our noses.
I know a few of you aren’t going to understand or call BS on the entire piece itself. Take it or leave it. But if you get it, you get it, you see it, and you feel it. This is art, it’s not supposed to always make you feel comfortable all the time. And I just wrote all of this down on a few scraps of paper and gave it life. I just hope you are awake enough to under the messages i’ve encrypted.
I wouldn’t consider myself religious. I believe religion is incomplete & broken. I just (do my best) to follow the good book. The good book has been the only thing that has given me hope in this worldy world. With the knowledge i have obtained. I have picked up on a few things either i’ve fallen into or i’ve been watching others fall into... The 7 deadly sins. Which are being shoved in our faces, leading us to let our flesh wonder which leads us to death.
This painting will make you think. We have a few problems but I believe there is a solution.
These are all true stories with a with a few combinations, tweaks, and remixes to conceal the identities of others. Some of the stories are some of my own personal experiences. I’m doing my best to show you the truth. But I’m not an innovator, I’m just an illustrator. So try to have an open mind while you’re on this roller coaster ride.
Each character is color coded to match the sin they’re living in (color table is posted at the top) The music is curated to their story. I recommend you listening to the whole song to really feel what i’m getting at. Their names are given to them for a particular reason as well. I hope you don’t get too lost in my metropolis.
⚠️Trigger warning: All around trigger warning. Everything from profanity, addiction, D-piddy (type stuff), murder, suicide, you it name, will be discussed throughout this series. Read at your own risk.
Here’s my matrix.
P1 : SLOW BURN | Peter ~ Gluttony | Pain is inevitable - @danielcaesar
⚙️"Sour Patch OreTos" are actually a real snack.. (changed up the name so I don't get sued) But its not only the red 40 color poison that I have a problem with when it comes to todays foods. Its the sugar, high fructose corn syrup, and the salt combination that is in most of our foods. When you see this combination it means that food is straight filler. There is nothing to the food except to make us fat and sick.
Our healthcare system is ran by institutional investors/ultra wealthy backers. Like Blackrock. Which Blackrock owns things like Walmart, CNN, and PHIZER. So the food they are pushing into Walmart isn't truly motivated to keep you healthy. They want you sick so you will pay more money to their healthcare system.
👉🏻 You eat the food they create 👉🏻 you get sick 👉🏻 you need the healthcare they operate 👉🏻 You have to work harder at companies they (most likely) own, to pay your medical bills. It’s a sick cycle. A slow burn.
📇Peter was THE guy in high-school, he played football, he got all the girls, and everyone loved him. He never had to try for anything in his life. This was until his high-school career was over… reality hit. He soon realized, Life wasn’t handed to him and people didn’t actually care about him like he thought. The only person who truly cared about him was the one girl he’s been leading and playing on all of high school, Rebecca. Peter never truly loved Rebecca, he just liked the way she made him feel. With Rebecca being the last one left. He did end up popping the question. He was never happy with her so, this is where he started eating to fill all of his voids. Rebecca worked 10+ years of her life trying to win Peter’s Love. She was the dream wife, and a very good wife to Peter.
While he gave her absolutely 0 effort, and treated her very poorly. While Rebecca was out grocery shopping for Peter for the second time that week. A man showed her one small act of kindness, something that she hasn’t felt in so many years. That one act of kindness woke her up to what she was tending to. So, She up and left him without a word.
Now here’s Peter, in his high-school station wagon, overweight, with type two diabetes, and filling his loneliness with whatever poisonous trash the industry is feeding us. All of this because he never learned how to give kindness or goodness to his wife or himself. He lives in misery with food being the only thing that brings him joy. Eating himself to death.
👩🏼🎨Pain is inevitable but Misery is a choice.
------->Find the GOODNESS in your life.
👩🏼🎨One act of kindness can completely change someone’s life.
-------> Have KINDNESS
P2 | KEEP US FIGHTING |
Hagar and James ~ Wrath | Ring of fire - Johnny Cash
⚙️ They tell us "Your vote matters!", when it really doesn't at all.. Politics are in place to keep us distracted, divided, and fighting each other. You can even throw race, gender, and religion into this as well. Believe whatever side you want to. They see us as one. We will never have a true say on what goes on. Because We aren’t run by politicians, we are run by money. All of our problems are based around the fact that all human values have been reduced to monetary terms. $$$$MONEYYYYY$$$$$$ ("The love for money is the root to all kinds of evil" - 1 TIMOTHY 6:10) There’s no valuation of quality of life, community, or love. It’s all in place to keep us poor and stuck. They are literally funding a genocide with our money. Not using it to fix our own country.
📇James recently became a single dad. Impregnating who was supposed to be one night. With a child on the way he tried to keep them all together for the sake of the kid. Come to find out the woman had mental and drug issues. She slowly began to snowball downhill putting the unborn child at risk and she started to become abusive to James to the point that CPS became involved. Leaving him a single dad. While he’s trying to heal from the abuse and striving to become the best dad he can. James started listening to politics as his one way get away from life. Which he thought it was taking his mind off things but It only left him wrathful with the absurdity of politics.
📇Hagar is an older lady who is stuck in her ways. Just completely unwilling to have her mind changed or believe anything new. She proclaims to be christian but the way she treats others with a lack of fruit makes her claims completely untrue. She just hosted her husband’s ash ceremony at the church just for others to give her sympathy. She never truly loved her husband, she just liked what he would do for her. Now that he is gone, she doesn't have anyone to take the projections of herself out on. So she that makes everyone in society feel the wrath of her miserable life. Especially others who have a different political view than her.
This is why you see her purposely driving bad just to get a rise out of James.
👩🏼🎨 It takes so much more energy to be mad than it does to just love. You give something all of your power when you get mad. Don't give lousy things that much energy. Be indifferent (MUCH more powerful)
The one thing everyone has in common is sin. Who knows if we can even agree on that. Letting Politics consume your mood is just asking for a bad mood. I used to be super involved in politics until I saw Sexyy Red and Megan twerking for politics. It’s hard to respect that, yet sadly we all have to listen to Uncle Sam.
-----> Find PEACE! Stop looking for a not a reason to disagree and just let it be!!
P3 | NEW NORMAL | The Freeman’s ~ Lust | Excelsior - @macmiller
⚙️These influencers are called industry plants. They’re paid large amounts of money to push the narrative of counter culture. They push agendas like fornication, adultery, disrespect, and violence. They're Influencing us to forget our morals, values, and ourselves as a whole. When Their main target audience is the youth. (Think about it.. they sing about "fart" and "booty holes".. That was funny when I was a child.. So why are we singing about that now?) While those influencers are paid and celebrated for their works.
What is this doing to the youth? Its creating a new normal, destroying the current society through counter culture/Lust. Influencing unfaithfulness, disrespect, and hate. It’s teaching young boys lust & young girls to have or lower their value to fit this new agenda.
Did you know today, the average age for ap*rn exposure of a male is 8 years old.. Not even pubescent yet. The industry & the internet are to blame.
📇Leah (wife) is smacking Ezra(husband) for lustfully looking at a billboard. She has dealt with a lot of unfaithfulness in their relationship. So her insecurity tends to get the best of her. With her being so worried about her husband being unfaithful, she hasn’t even noticed the dumpster fire that is brewing in the back seat.
Who Ezra is lustfully looking at is the new age music artist “Sexy Blue” who has created a new normal for being disrespectful to herself, men, and everyone who crosses her. Who has a big influence on the kids in today’s society. Like father like son, Ira is also lustfully looking at Sexy Blue.
What the Freeman parents don’t know is the disturbing amount of pornographic videos Ira has on his phone. These sickly morbidly graphic, and extremely violent materials are destructive to Iras’ 10 year old brain. The other kids in the back aren’t far from it either. Thankfully the family can’t afford another iPad so the kids aren’t getting alone time with the tablet and their curious minds. The only reason they own a tablet is so their mother will be left alone to sulk and not be bothered by her children. Driving a wedge through everyone in the family.
👩🏼🎨 "For whatever one sows that he will reap" (Galatians 6:7) Meaning for whatever you consume that is what you become. What you listen to, read, eat you become.
And music is interesting, its the one thing that can enter your mind with no permission. The frequencies and curses that are written into these songs are truly effecting you.
So, Protect not only your kids eyes and ears, but your own. Everything we look at, eat, hear, and think about truly matters.
👩🏼🎨 Kids are sponges (they become you) and very curious and with EVERYTHING. With them being able to find ANYTHING in just a few clicks, their options are limitless.
👩🏼🎨 Remove screens, and become united as a family.
-------> Find PEACE, SELF-CONTROL & FAITHFULNESS
P4 | CONTROLLED | Randallas ~ Sloth | Tronoto 2014 - @danielcaesar
⚙️The start of dependency
📇Randallas is probably the kindest person on the road; he finds the light in everyone, and truly lives in his fruits! At a young age, he had obtained the luxury of paying people to drive him wherever he needs to go - So he just never ended up getting his drivers license. Why deal with a car payment when uber is cheaper anyways?
🤖”Right now we are celebrating AI, letting it write, create, and even think for us. But the scary thing is the more it does for us the less we do. The moment AI started thinking for us it stopped being our civilization and started being theirs. Evolution morpheus evolution, it’s not about the machines becoming smarter, it’s about us giving up control. By doing so, we are letting the systems we created define what evolution even means for our society. We went from shaping the world to being shaped by it. So where are we heading? - To a society where algorithms make all the big decisions? Where we are plugged into screens 24/7, living in curated realities. We were warned about this, but we didn’t even see it because we were busy marveling at how convenient everything has become. The matrix didn’t just predict the future, it showed us the path we are already progressing on. The question is do we keep walking it or do we finally wake up?” - A.I Generated
👩🏼🎨Did you know A.I is in the bible?? It literally means "the ruin".. And they is there a forbidden fruit on the back of most of your phones??
---> Have SELF-control!
---> Find the JOY in the world that’s literally made for us.
P5 | TAKE YOUR MASK OFF | Jonah ~ Lust | Take Your Mask Off ~ @feliciathegoat
⚙️Sex is a sacred gift we have all been given.This is why it is so easy to fall into. The spirit of Lust attacks your soul, body, and mind. And its destructive. It ruins yourself, relationships, friendships, and even lives. Its a spirit that doesn't care who you are, it only gets deeper and darker the longer it has a presents in your life. It’s artificial LOVE that leaves you satisfied. Thats why you see people stepping into the other sex or PDFs. If thats you, thats between you and God (I promise you are still loved). It's not you desiring the lust, we were born with a sound mind (PEACE) ((2 Tim 1:7)). its a spirit attacking//controlling your mind. In this world "we aren't fighting flesh, we are fighting spirit." (Ephesians 6:12)
📇Jonah was a sweet and happy child. Tragically, he got around the wrong adults as a child and became a victim of sexual abuse. In society, men are taught to be a man and suppress their emotions. So he never learned how to cope, or even open up about his traumas to others, so he internalized everything. What he does to numb his pain is self-soothe, the only thing he’s learned to do to numb the pain. Causing him to have a deep addiction to graphic pornographic videos, he’s become a complete slave to his impulses. With his lack of self-control this caused him to only see others as objects. Hurting every person he has ever come in contract with Man or woman they were all just something to fill his late night dark fantasies. Now here he is, lonely, unsatisfied, and drowns his sorrows in the bottle.
👩🏼🎨 I wouldn't ever want to imagine the darkness of what Jonah is going through. In society men are taught to “be a man” to the point where they’re conditioned to say nothing and internalize every creeping thought - Thats pretty heart breaking. It takes a lot of courage to speak up and ask for help; Definitely one of the bravest things you can do. I pray the ones who struggle with this do open up and get help. On the same token, everyone is in charge of their own healing. You hurt others when you’re hurting or even when you hold your true self back. - Find you, heal you, be you.
👩🏼🎨This is how I see lust now. There are 8 billion of us, and you are chasing down the same flesh everyone has?? For a 30 second gratification... You will never been satisfied. CUT OUT THE LUST.
----> LOVE (its a verb)
----> Find PEACE
----> Gain SELF-CONTROL
----> Have PATIENCE
P6 | JUST A GIRL | Cricket | Saint Nobody ~ @jessiereyez
👩🏼🎨(The Paintings POV) Just a girl in her twenties doing her best to live by the good book and live in her fruits. And trust me, she is not perfect. You caught her in the seconds of the day not falling short. She always feels as if she has a little magnet on her at all times, watching her every move. Waiting for her to fall. She is constantly dealing with other peoples questions, suggestions, and critiques on how to live her life.
While she is trying to meet everyone else's expectations. She has her own mental war, and it starts with her just trying to categorize her thoughts, wants, dreams, experiences, feelings, and ideas. That in itself just leaves her feeling overwhelmed by most things. While she sits back and watches everyone else live their happy go merry life, she is there feeling very alone. She knows she has people and acquaintances, but it's nothing real...
Despite her adversity, she looks for all things beautiful. She daydreams of frolicking through flower fields, letting the wind guide her to her next adventure. She gets joy out of talking to the bugs, rocks, leaves, and trees. They bring her JOY in her lonely moments. But she does her best to keep LOVE & Hope in her presence. She is just a passenger in her own life but she’s betting it all on the Glory.
👑: Ephesians 6: 10-18
👩🏼🎨Cricket illustrates the loneliness and the spiritual warfare of trying to be a light in this dark world. And it gets very hard to do be that light. But when you fall you just have to keep getting back up, plant you seeds, and spread your fruit to others. And thats all we need to do.
----> Be still and kind.
P7 | CLONE CULTURE | The Legion Sisters ~ Pride & Envy | The Love Club - @lorde
⚙️ We have been conditioned to believe in beauty standards. And social media has warped our perception on how we view ourselves. The system provides idols with artificial beauty to give us an example of what being "perfect", "rich", or 'that girl' looks like. This isnt just with beauty standards, its also in having the best things, the best relationship, or having the highest status. This is all in place so it keeps us chasing something. Keeping everyone jealous or in competition with one another. The media is to blame. They created and gave us all digital platforms to rank us by followers and likes. Causing many people believe likes and followers are real love when its far from it. Clout chasing is truly a disease. People are building their entire sense of self worth off of other peoples engagement and its heartbreaking. It leaves people in the cycle of never feeling enough.
People mainly only post their perfect angles, staged happiness, and success just to prove their value. This creates pride when likes are high and envy when they drop. But none of it is real. And none of this should have any reality.
We’re human—we’re not meant to be perfect. Social media should be a tool for truth, not comparison. Uniqueness and authenticity is weird now because people would rather fit in than stand out. When in reality thats what everyone is craving.
📇 The Legion Sisters had it all growing up—until their father left and started a new family, leaving them broke. Despite the loss, they stayed in their fruits and shared their story online, inspiring many. But soon, they became addicted to validation. They constantly compared themselves to others—feeling not pretty, skinny, rich, or perfect enough.
Their insecurities turned into envy. They began copying others. Others style, surgeries, even personalities,. Just in hopes just to be liked. But the internet noticed the shift. Their audience saw the jealousy, the fakeness, and the pride. They watched the Legions become scammers. Scamming of money from friend and followers. Watching all the lies, then finally, their downfall.
👩🏼🎨 The point of this story is to be gentle with yourself. The things you learned not to like about yourself is exactly what someones else LOVEs about you.
HOT TAKE: “Insta baddies” are the gateway to transhumanism. You’re altering your real body to match your imagined digital one, like an avatar of who you want to be seen as online.
✨ Be real. Be rare. Someone out there needs YOU, not your avatar.
----> Create LOVE within yourself, and share it.
----> Have GENTLENESS with yourself.
P8 | WHAT IS LUXURY?! | Ruth ~ Gluttony (Lust of the eyes) | Real @kendricklamar
⚙️ The overconsumption problem.. (lust of the eyes). You wonder why so many of us are depressed? It’s because all we do is consume… BUY BUY BUY! Fast fashion. Name brands. Going into debt trying to keep up with the Jones’s. For what? The feeling of luxury? A new watch? New shoes? Looking rich? It may feel good for a second, but it will never satisfy or fill your voids. All the stuff we buy will end up in a landfill anyway. Look within.
Expression is the opposite of depression.
📇 Ruth grew up with rich parents who owned restaurants. The only way they knew how to show love by buying her things. She didn’t have friends growing up, so she worked instead. She always had money because she worked hard. Using the money she made to buy things to fill her loneliness void. The only love she ever knew was in materialistic things never knowing true love. When she did find potential friends, she would try to buy their friendship instead of forming real connections. It was always “I got you this, so now you owe me.” That unconscious manipulation only kept people around for so long. Eventually, she realized she was being used. This led to isolation and a gluttony for luxury goods. She thought buying and showing off these luxury goods would prove her worth. She idolized wealthy influencers online. That conditioned her mind to believe if she owned luxury items, she’d finally be loved. Yet, each purchase only gave her a quick high. The designer she pretends to afford can't cover her insecurities. With the lack of self-control and ignorance to true LOVE she continues to consume. Leaving her in drowning in credit card debt, lonely, unsatisfied, and still full of insecurities.
👩🏼🎨: Did you know lightbulbs were originally made to last forever? Think about that. How we have to replace them every few years. Now everything is made to break—to end up as trash. Why keep chasing more trash? These “luxuries” are just another way to keep us in the rat race, to keep us spending. (Buy art tho, that’s a reasonable investment ;)
And the ADS for us to buy things.. bruh. I can’t do anything without a dumb little AD in my face. That’s what inspired this painting.
----> Find PEACE with what you have
----> SELF-CONTROL
----> Find the JOY (its already in you)
P9 | MODERN LOVE | Delilah & Levi ~ Lust & Greed | Objects in the Mirror - @macmiller
⚙️A lot of us are scared of LOVE. There are people you have been traumatized by certain situations, people, even this world that caused this fear of LOVE. There are even others who grew up not knowing what LOVE is. Trauma is the lack of LOVE. People who have dealt with a lack of LOVE or traumatized see LOVE as foreign, it's weird, almost like its too much to handle. So when it comes to LOVE, they feel like their almost losing themselves. But in reality thats who their true self is. So they put up these walls to "protect themselves" when they truly need to step into the intense feeling of LOVE.
📇Delilah was a beautiful woman who grew up in a lower-class household. She was the oldest of 5 siblings. Her parents weren’t around, they had a lot of drug issues, so they couldn’t care for her or her siblings correctly. Leaving Delilah basically become the caregiver of her siblings. Because of this, she missed out on the critical learning and emotional need a child needs from their parents. The lack conditioned her to overextend for her siblings. This over extension leaked into her other relationships. This extension being to give more than she got. Causing her to fall in love to easily and give it up to men too soon. With her giving up her body, giving her power to these men. This resulted in falling victim to an immense amount of trauma from men treating her with a lack of LOVE. Leaving Delilah scared of LOVE. When thats all she ever wanted, true union. Yet, her worries of getting hurt or being used stopped her from finding that.
📇Levi grew up as an only child in a middle-class home with a loving mother & father. His parents worked hard so he was raised to work hard as well for everything he has. With him being an only child, he was never taught how to share. With him working and creating a name for himself, he missed out on his childhood and the emotional connection of friends. With him becoming very successful, he is able to take from for himself. On his search for unity and only knowing how to make money. He ran into people who only respected him for his money and tried to take from him. Their lack of LOVE caused him to have a tight hold on his money, leaving him in greed. Making money his God and not having a care for other people.
When he took Delilah on a date, he thought he knew the ends and outs of women like her. Thinking she was trying to take his money. When in reality, she could've been everything her ever wanted, someone who’d truly LOVE him. And that’s all he ever wanted was LOVE & Union.
Delilah & Levi's trauma blinded them from the LOVE that was right in front of them. There was never a second date.
👩🏼🎨They could’ve had something real, but you’ll miss it staring at your wounds.
Its sad to think about because we are all traumatized.. Traumatized to this system we live in. We have all felt the spirit of fear. Its crazy because once you step into the light (LOVE) you realize you actually have a sound mind and domination over fear.
----> just LOVE (it’s a verb)
----> Have PATIENCE for others & yourself and heal.
P10 | WE AREN’T FIGHTING FLESH | Enemy ~ Wrath but Pride in his eyes Pride - Kendrick Lamar
We are in a world of good and evil. Earth is our test to see where we belong.
The enemy is here to KILL, (your dreams, sanity, and spirit) STEAL, (your hope, joy, and love) and DESTROY ( your self worth, self-esteem, and your life). His only job is to Kill, Steal, and Destroy anything that is good.
👑HE is all things good. (James 1:17) That means the enemy is all things bad. We aren’t fighting against flesh (each other) we are fighting against demonic spirit. He is called the “prince of the power of the air”.
We were given a sound mind (2 Tim 1:17) = We were born with peace.
So any bad thought we think about ourselves, worry, shame, depression, anxiety, or fear we are subject to is not from God. It’s an attack from the enemy.
And of course, We are all sinners and fall short to his Glory every single day. He isn't counting up all the times we have fallen short, no. He's hurt when we sin because sin leads to death. And death is all we've ever been taught in this world. Thats all we know.
----> REPENT
👩🏼🏫: To repent in hebrew is “teshuvah” which translates into “return”. To return to him, to change the way you think, to renew your mind! Turn away from all things bad. Once you step into all things good - just Watch what he will do for you. (we will continue this convo at the end)
👩🏼🏫 Psychology research proved that gratitude and anxiety are in the same parts in the brain. It’s impossible to do both at the same. But HE already told us that first in Philippians 4:6.
----> HAVE GRATITUDE
👩🏼🎨 I’ve never questioned myself or my gifts more in my life than while creating this painting.. And i’ve gone dead broke for my art plenty of times. I had the worst spiritual warfare of my life during the making of this painting. It was the first time listening to my spirit instead of busting out another custom piece. The enemy tried, but He was steadfast.
----> GROW YOUR FRUITS (know Christ) TO DECIDER BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL
Kendrick Lamar: PRIDE
LOVE is seen as vulnerable and open, but it can lead to pain or sacrifice. (“get you killed”)
Pride is a deep sense of pleasure or satisfaction derived from someone’s own achievements which is ultimately corrosive. (“will be the death of you”)
Pride stems in all the 7 deadly sins.
Kendrick paints the picture between internal conflicts — between compassion & ego, humility & conceit.
P11 | WHAT A SHAME |
Cain & Dinah ~ Sloth & Pride (the product of LUST) | The Cave - Mumford & Sons
⚙️ With the amount of lust and pride being pushed in today's society. I'm not surprised there is such a huge division between Man & woman. Podcast bros preaching that men are better without women. While on the flip side we have toxic feminine movements telling women to give up on love and respect themselves by disrespecting themselves. We have this division because of the repercussions of lust. Where one doesn’t know how to lead, the other doesn’t know how to be led. While everyones playing the blame game, its because of our own personal lustful choices and experiences this is were we are today in society. Promiscuity is seen as power, but it’s destroying moral values. This is for both genders. . This separation, this conflict, it’s not working. We were made for each other. Why are we tearing that apart?
📇 Dinah always felt more at peace in the storms. She liked the challenge, even if it meant working for someone else's LOVE. Her father didn’t know how to LOVE her, so she spent her life chasing approval. That followed her into every relationship.
👩🏼🏫 Cain claimed to be a godly man. Said all the right things. Love-bombed. Future-talked. Provided. Yet, Cain had some shame and insecurities he never dealt with due to his lustful history. Everything he never worked out within himself was projected onto Dinah. Everything he hated about himself, he dumped onto her. He never really saw her for her. He only mirrored her and of course, people fall in LOVE with their own reflection. It was never about LOVE. It was about control.
Dinah was a smart girl, she knew all of this but yet, She stayed. Fell into sloth. His narcissism was like a narcotics. The shame didn’t change her, but it eroded at her. The only thing that kept she sane through the shame was from her keeping her face in the Word. Which during this time she was unveiled by Christ. Christ showed her she was worth more and shame came straight from the enemy.
She wanted to hate him but she couldn't because she knew it was her fault for over staying her welcome. Now she is thankful for knowing Christ and for the much needed learning experience.
👩🏼🎨 She still prays for him.
----> We need more compassion. More LOVE.
----> Find PEACE. Stop tearing each other down because of your own personal experiences - HEAL
P12 | KEEPING US DEPENDENT | Joseph ~ Sloth |Mrs. Deborah Downer @macmiller
⚙️Its actually crazy how the system is pushing these medications onto us like its candy. No psychiatrist needed here, PULL UP. Its gotten to the point where some of us need pills just to wake up in the morning, just to go to work. Like we are batteries for a never ended machine. Resulting in these medications keeping us stuck with a habit.
Everything we put into our bodies affects us, whether we see it or not. All the unknown chemicals we’re ingesting on a daily basis… Who knows how its actually effecting us. The side effects alone leaves you wondering if its even worth getting a prescription thats just going to make you sick in another area.
These pills are to keep us dependent on the system. You're paying the system (🏥) to work harder // to make it easier to work for the system (📈)… Its a very sad cycle.
📇 Joseph is just your average guy who works a 9-5 at a corporate job he absolutely hates. Doing the same thing every day has left him deeply depressed. He’s been on Lexapro and Adderall for the majority of his life just to make it through each day of work. Joseph would quit his job, but the pay is too good to leave. He’s been trying to save for a house, but he and his wife’s IVF treatments have taken a major toll on their finances. With the rising costs, not having enough money, and not being able to procreate with his wife, he feels his manhood is compromised. The side effects of Lexapro and Adderall combined leave him with insomnia, anxiety, and restlessness. Recently, he found that the occasional opioid, mixed with a few glasses of wine before bed, helps numb him for a few moments and puts him to sleep quicker. He claims it also helps with the back pain he’s developed from sitting at a desk for years.
If only he knew his dependency on these medications is the main culprit behind his inability to be procreate with his wife.
👩🏼🎨 This doesn’t only apply to pills. It’s also the self-medication. As in going to the bar, drinking every weekend. It’s all keeping you stuck, broke, and dependent.
Makes me wonder.. How did we survive back in the old days without all these pills keeping us going? Or was this world and everything on it made for us and we have just lost touch of it?
----> Gain self-control.
----> Joy is the best medication.
P13 | EVIL FOODS | Mr. Lavi ~ Wrath | Coal - Tyler Childress
⚙️Cultured meats has recently approved in the U.S., its marketed as the "future of food!"Advocates say it tastes like real meat, safer, and better for the planet. They claim it’s identical at the cellular level, just grown in steel tanks and not on farms. But this is a polished illusion. Cultured meat is full of antibiotics and undisclosed additives. It’s a heavily funded industry crafted to benefit the elite. With billions invested, the story on why you need it will always sound convincing. But all we know is that it tastes good. Like so many artificial foods of the past century, it may cause more malnutrition, illness, and disconnect from real nourishment.
⚙️This change is a dream for big corporations. Animals need land, feed, and care. Lab meat doesn’t. They can print a chicken breast on demand—fast, cheap, and easy. Giants like Tyson and Cargill are already investing into this. It doesn’t matter if it’s stripped of nutrients or toxic. If it makes money, it’s enough. Just like how they push seed oils, dyes, junk snacks, or propagandize the food pyramid.. they all know people will eat it without questioning it.
📇Mr. Lavi, a lifelong livestock farmer from Arkansas, grew up the son of coal miners. He lived a quiet life with his wife, his partner for over 30 years, until she took her own life. It broke him. Her death awakened his PTSD from World War II. With him not knowing what to do and him not knowing how to be alone. Within a year, he remarried. He thought he felt the town whispering. Feeling like everyone in the community was fading away from him. Over-thinking himself into believing delusions of the suspecting foul play. But what truly haunted the town was the collapsing farming industry. Lab grown meats were starting to devour his and everyone else's lifelong purpose. Many of the farmers were was losing their farms and none of them knew what their next steps were going to be.
Now farmers are isolated. Their bond is gone. Mr. Lavi’s wrath is not just his own but it’s the sorrow of every forgotten hand that once fed the nation.
👩🏼🎨 Don’t fall for this propaganda. We already lack nourishing food as it is. Don't let the system brainwash you into believing this is good.
----> Have PATIENCE
----> Find GOODNESS in your life
----> Gain FAITHFULNESS (everything will be alright)
14.1 | SAVE THE KIDS | The Stars // Luxury brands ~ Lust | Closed on Sunday - Ye
👩🏼🏫Like I said before, Lust is a beast that only gets more gruesome and more perverted the longer someone is involved, because it never leaves you satisfied.
Child exploitation has become huge problem the world today. Most of it stems from addictions of pornographic videos. The scary part is that Its happening right under our noses. Child exploitation isn’t just people hunting the young, it’s posting them as well. These PDFs are taking the content you post of your child on social media and using A.I. to create violent graphic videos of your child. Saying again, the average age for child exposure is 8 years old...
I'm sure when you think of a PDF you think of an older lonely person. But no, this is a problem with late teen, early 20 year olds. Its the younger generations who grew up with the internet.
Lust is a silent sin. You aren’t getting the likes and shares because your child is that cute! It’s because you are unconsciously exploiting them. These people are in your family, friends groups, in the churches, you name it - ANYWHERE & EVERYWHERE
----> HIDE THE KIDS
👩🏻🚀(THEORY) Our society is influenced by industry plants (P3) who are stripping children of their childhood. We also have big wealthy stars & high end companies such as P-Diddy and Balencigaga who create and sponsor these industry plants. We all know whats going on with Diddy and all the people involved… (Mark 13:25 “the STARS will fall from the sky, and the powers of heaven will be shaken”) ((just a thought)) While these big brands and their controversies being swept under the rug while while they continue to sponsor the industry plants.. It makes you wonder if they’re all feeding into this child thing.. as if it’s one giant silent machine.
---> SAVE THE KIDS
⚙️S*x is our gift that should be used for goodness, this is what happens when it’s used incorrectly & exploited. We have no idea whats truly happening behind closed doors but we did see the cracks with Diddy.
Go to part 14.2..
----> SELF CONTROL
P14.2 | TAKE A SEAT | Pedo ~ Lust | he doesn’t get a song
👩🏼🎨When i’m not painting, I play online games with friends from all over the world. Recently, we came across a new friend we found on a random website (not even kid related) Our new friend is this PDF, he is a 38 year old man that thought we were children so we ended up fully convincing him that we are a big happy family of 9-17 year olds. We have been in contact with this man for about 9 months now. He sits completely naked on a live stream and tells us his deepest darkest fantasies, the poems he writes about children (he goes to a university for his poem writing btw), what he named his body parts, and even when he finds new children online. We don’t feel comfortable leaving this man alone with a computer that’s why we give him the time of day. We troll him the entire time but what he doesn’t know is we have been building an extensive case on him this entire time. He has no idea who we are nor has he seen our faces. But this is where we are at in society.. this isn’t even as bad as what I heard about either. My friends have been finding these pedos online for around a decade now. Building cases on pedos and putting them in jail. Rather it be us then a real child🤷🏼♀️
---->PROTECT THE KIDS
P15 | MISFIT | Dehorah ~ Gluttony |
Hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me - Lana Del Ray
⚙️ Oh, sweet social media.
We hold everything we want right at our fingertips,
but it always leaves us wanting more.
More beauty. More likes. More people to want us.
More validation that never truly satisfies.
In seconds, we are feeling all of the seven deadly sins.
Wrath from headlines.
Pride chasing clout.
Sloth from doom scrolling.
Lust in every swipe.
Greed in hoarding attention.
Envy of filtered perfection.
Gluttony in craving it all.
It’s beautiful.
It’s toxic.
It’s not just shaping us.
It’s consuming us.
📇 You’d think Dehorah has it all. Beauty. Talent. Followers. Charm. But she is one of the loneliest people you’ll ever meet.
She her only ever had herself, and she knew and loved herself. She was different and the kids weren't used to that so they considered her the “crazy girl” in school. She was Either being Too much or too little. Never just right. She sat alone on the playground, doodling, talking to herself. Creating was her JOY.
Then came the attention.
Suddenly, she became the “crazy pretty girl.” The attention became a drug to her because she was never used to getting any growing up. She posted her beauty everywhere, and kept it real because that’s all she knew.
She inspired many. Many people loved her. But this also came with the downsides. This came with lust, envy, obsession. People watched to humble her, correct her, or to talk about her. Never to understand her or truly know her, which to her was the loneliest feeling in the world. She found herself chasing the likes not true LOVE.
When real LOVE would knock, but she didn’t know how to let it in. She could give LOVE, but didn’t know how to receive it. And that hurt the very ones who saw her for her and could’ve helped her heal. She was too busy trying her to find that LOVE through a screen.
She became the muse, the fantasy, the ideal. Everyone wanted a piece of her, but no one wanted to understand her. They didn’t see the little girl still sitting alone on the playground inside her. Still doodling. Still dreaming. Still hoping someone might finally sit down beside her.
----> Find JOY (without a screen)
P16 | TO LIVE LIKE THIS 💅🏼 | Maacah ~ Envy | Funny the Way It Is - Dave Matthews Band
⚙️ Oh, it costs to live in this beautiful metropolis, doesn’t it? You pay taxes on the money you earn, the money you spend, the money you save, the money you invest, and even when you die with it. You work for that money driving a car that’s taxed, on roads that are taxed, fueled by gas that’s taxed. You might hit a toll, which is another tax, to help maintain those same roads your taxes already paid for. Then you get to your job, which is taxed just for operating in a building owned by a corporation that is taxed again just to do business.
You earn a paycheck, already taxed, while your employer pays another payroll tax just for having you on staff. Then you go home, taxed every year, paid for with money the government already took a cut from. If you manage to make more money, you are rewarded by paying an even higher percentage.
WE USE TO GO TO WAR OVER TEA TAX!!! WHAT ARE WE DOING??!?!
Welcome to the machine
📇 Maacah grew up in church, preaching the good book and playing the role. She knew the words but didn't have the LOVE to hold them. Her parents constantly compared her to others, so she was conditioned to do the same with herself. She was always envious of people who were seen. So she became whoever she needed to be to feel loved.
In 2020, she became a paraplegic. While being kin to royalty with a large sum of inheritance on her way. In her version of reality, she was the perfect package for any man who was willing to care for her.
But it was all a lie. She just wanted have people feel sorry for her and to be taken care of. When confronted, she tried to overdose on Adderall. All that did was keep her awake for days. She wasn’t the sharpest, but its not her fault. This is how she was how she was raised. The people the she lived with and depended on were living the same way. When those people got caught up in fraud, it ended up with them all going to jail. Causing her entire persona to collapse.
She was forced to gave it up. Got a job. Started paying taxes. Because it costs to live like this. No one of this world is coming to save you.
👩🏼🎨 Sadly no matter what we are all cogs in the system. We have to be apart of it. Yet, your thoughts and words condition your mind for reality. Its all about how you perceive this world. The oppression you speak will keep you where you are. Life and death are in the power of the tongue (PRV 18:21)
You are what you believe in, so believe in the light (the good)
----> Keep FAITHFULNESS
P17 | IT ALL COMES BACK TO LOVE | Daniel ~ greed | Final lullaby - The Weeknd
⚙️The media.. Something so many of us rely on to stay informed, but it’s often just another distraction. We’re fed a constant stream of fear, chaos, and division. The news highlights only the worst moments, tragedies, scandals, the bad apples. Often times missing the GOODNESS that still exists in the world. And over time, that repetition conditions us to think the world is only broken. That people are only evil. That there’s no hope. It’s not balanced. It’s curated
📇 Daniel was a bright, beautiful, and JOYful soul. But he got around the wrong adult that stripped that joy and stole his innocence. After that, he spent his life trying to fill the void searching for the love he gave so freely to others, but couldn’t find in himself. This when he started using. It started with weed. The two weeks later, it was heroin. The addiction wasn’t just physical. It was emotional. He was trying to numb the pain, to feel whole, to feel loved.
One day, he met someone different. She showed him the difference between love and drugs. Love, being the strongest drug of them all. She became his new drug of choice, not because of the thrill, but bc of her love & kindness. She treated him like a human, not an addict. She saw his heart, not his habit. But the drugs didn’t care. And under their influence, he hurt her in ways that felt unforgivable. Still, she forgave. She never let him get too close, but she never left either. She loved him the way he needed, not the way he wanted.
With him still never feeling nourished by people, Daniel tried to find that feeling in the world. It made him greedy, not for money, but for meaning. He robbed people, stealing boats, TVs anything. Chasing some false sense of wholeness. She’d see him on the news with another theft, another arrest. He was wanted all over the county. Still she was always there for him. Sometimes, he’d call days after an overdose telling her she was his entire life review. Those seven minutes of memories your brain plays when you’re about to die. And still, he’d beg for her back. He promised change. And he tried. He really did. But the addiction was strong. The LOVE he's been searching for his entire life he tried find in the world, and it was never found it.
And It killed him looking for it.
👩🏼🎨 God is with the people everyone overlooks, the black sheeps, the outcasts, and even the addicts. Appreciate those people. You'll find the light in the darkest places.
Stop depending on a narrative that profits off your fear. I believe there’s far more good out there. In everyday acts of kindness, quiet moments of courage, and people doing the right thing when no one’s watching. Find that. Create your own perspective. Be present in the real world, not just the broadcasted one
----> Find PEACE
----> Find JOY
P18 | UNPLUG
Funny Papers - Mac Miller
⚙️We are coming to the age of new technology like NeuroLink (brain computer interface tech) directly connects your brain to the digital world. And Optimus, robots that help us with our busy tasks we don’t want to do. While everyone is brainwashed by .com. TO ME, this screams potential control. At first this worried me thinking it was the beginning of the mark of the beast. Which it absolutely could be. You literally become one with the system. But the Bible is a giant metaphor we will never understand. But lemme take a stab at it.
📖Rev 13:16-17 “It causes all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and slave, to be marked on the right hand or the forehead, so that no one can buy or sell unless he has the mark...”
Let’s break it down: The bible uses “forehand” and “hand” as symbols. These aren’t just physical body parts.
It’s used to represent internal beliefs (Forehead) and external behavior (Hand).
🧠 Forehead = Thoughts, Beliefs, Allegiance, worldview, beliefs systems.
The forehead is where identity, worship, and internal conviction are symbolically marked in Scripture.
📖Deuteronomy 6:6–8 -“These commandments that I give you today are to be on your hearts… Tie them as symbols on your HANDS and bind them on your FOREHEADS.”
= Let HIS laws shape our thinking and guide our minds
🤚🏻= Action, Behavior, Deeds, what we do, our works, choices, lifestyle, compliance
📖 Ecclesiastes 9:10 -
“Whatever your HAND finds to do, do it with all your might…”
- it’s about action, not just intention. What people will do to participate.
The mark of the beast may not be just a physical implant. It could be:
- Mental allegiance to a system or false ideology (forehead).
- Physical participation in that system (hand).
👩🏼🎨When i TRULY stepped into the bible, I realized the power we all have within. And the world means nothing. Go READ
19 | MYSTERY BABYLON | All 7 Sins | Where is the love? ~ the Black Eyed Peas
👩🏼🎨I painted the city of Babel (“Babel” = “confusion” in Hebrew) where humanity tried to build a tower to the heavens to make a name for themselves. This symbolizes human pride, rebellion against God, and false unity.
Historical Babylon becomes the real manifestation of that rebellion.
Mystery Babylon (Revelation 17–18) is the final expression of that spirit in the end times… Today.
⚙️ Mystery Babylon isn’t just a place. It’s a system. A pattern. It’s where people trade truth for comfort, religion is used for control, wealth is worshipped above life, and empires profit off the suffering of others.
It’s every institution that hides behind a golden image. It’s the illusion of beauty, power, and pleasure. At the cost of people’s souls.
This could be manifested through western consumerism that glorifies luxury, greed, and exploitation. Or global systems of control as in financial empires, political corruption, media manipulation. Or even religion hypocrisy — $-hungry churches claiming to speak for God but silencing the truth.
It could be America, it could be AI, but maybe it’s GLOBAL MINDSET.
~ the seduction of self, the worship of wealth, and the denial of truth.
“She has made all nations drink the wine of her fornication” That means she’s Global.
Mystery Babylon is anything that has so do with replacing God with man. Where image matters more than substance. Where people sell their souls to feel seen, powerful, and safe. It’s the system that looks and sounds beautiful but is doomed to burn.
Trauma is the lack of love. This system has no love.
We are traumatized to the system. We are told we are only here to reproduce, work, and die. Human vibrate at a frequency of love. We have forgotten who we are and we need to remember we are here to love.
The truth is Love. God is Love. That’s our only hope.
P20 | EYES TO THE SKY “Come to Life” - Ye
📇This man just completed his jail sentence.
He was given the death penalty for robbery, SA, and three counts of murder.
One of those victims being Cricket’s aunt.
Her name was Mona.
Mona was one of the most beautiful women you could ever meet.
Not just in appearance, but in spirit.
She was a devoted daughter, sister, and mother.
No matter what you were going through, she had this way of making things better.
Everything sounded more graceful when she said it.
She lived in her fruits, gentleness, kindness, patience, love.
So when her life was taken so suddenly, it didn’t make sense to Cricket.
She couldn’t make peace with it.
That grief turned into fear of the world.
And that fear slowly hardened into hate. A hate that spread quietly over time.
It wasn’t until years later that people began confusing her for Mona:
“I thought you were Mona.”
“You look just like her.”
That changed something.
What seemed small became something sacred.
It made her realize, Mona planted seeds, and now Cricket had to multiply the fruits.
She chose to turn that hate into love.
Even for the man who took Mona’s life.
Instead of carrying resentment, she began to pray for him.
She asked God to help him find his fruits before he met death.
(He’s still in prison.. pray for him.)
🍎 LOVE & PLANT YOUR FRUITS
The Bible says,“All sins are the same.”
So we don’t get to decide who’s “worse.” We’re all guilty.
But the Word also says, “Love covers a multitude of sins.” (1 Peter 4:8)
And that’s what we’re called to do. Love. Forgive. Plant. Multiply
FIN! | SEEK HIM | Below My Feet ~ Mumford & Sons
Every character in this painting is lacking some of or all of the fruits of the spirit.. By finding and knowing Jesus Christ is the only way these fruits are produced. As the world continues to push evil, chaos, and control, we have to wake up to the beauty around us. Step into the good and watch how the world around you begins to shift. Step out of the system and into your fruits.
🍎LOVE - The foundation. Unconditional. Self-sacrificing. Forgiving.
🍋JOY - Deep gladness regardless of circumstance.
🍉PEACE - Trusting God through chaos.
🥥PATIENCE - Enduring delay or suffering with grace.
🍇KINDNESS - Compassion that acts.
🍊GOODNESS - Integrity and moral courage.
🍓FAITHFULNESS - Loyalty. Showing up even when it’s hard.
🍐GENTLENESS - Speaking truth with grace. Correcting without crushing.
🫐SELF-CONTROL - Discipline. Saying no to the flesh.
There is no law against these. Plant seeds (From God). Grow your fruits, then multiply them to others. What you put in the world returns to you.
⚙️We’ve taken instruction from man. The purity of God’s word has been divided. Christ unify us, knowing him produces fruits. You will know good from evil by these fruits. They are spiritual weapons and proof that Christ lives in you. All of them are extensions of one — love. “God is love.” If you don’t know God, you don’t know Love. These are all evidence of His power.
It’s not about what you give up. It’s about who you become.
It’s uncomfortable learning the ways to life bc we’ve only been taught death. Step into the light or be left for dead.
👩🏼🎨 I haven’t read the bible all the way through.. That’s okay! because in Genesis 1:28, we get the cheat code. The first command God gave us.
“Be fruitful (know Christ) , and multiply (give fruit to others), and replenish the earth, and subdue it.”
BE. DO. HAVE.
Be little, do little, have little.
Be great, do great, have great.
Seek his face
Love y’all